please tell me about this!

One of my friends said that I should deal with my past..
I dont get it..
What is wrong with my past?
Should I take a look back?

Hmm..
It happened that I have many beautiful memories..

Hmm..
Not that beautiful..

Hmm..
Had another sad story too..

Oh my God..
Too many tears..

And at the end..
Too complicated to compromise..
I choose to run away..
I have no idea what else I should do..

(dedicated to Yoni - pojok sempit lt.5 - 22.55)