09 October 2007

i don’t belong to..

Woke up this morning, I was so lazy to go to the office. Just felt I lost my spirit.
While taking a shower, I remembered what was my dream last nite.
Hhmm.. I dreamt of my friends in Bandung.

And suddenly, I miss my life there. My life that I’ve given up almost 2 years ago.
My life that was so complicated so I thought I don’t even want to get back.

But now, I must admit this life here isn't what I really want. Feel I don't belong here. The city, the office, the job, even sometimes the people, are never enough.
But maybe I'm just tired, f***ing tired of all this.