Dear God

dear God..

i really need you, right now..
people can see, i'm okay, but sure you know that inside i'm not okay..
i feel so empty..
in fact, i dunno am i happy with this life?

i know i should be thankful for all blessing that you give to me..
but can i ask you more?
can you lead me the way?
where i can find myself, my happiness, my peace and serenity.

i'm so messed up..
please find me, God..