eh eh nothing else i can say

you came up this morning
out of nowhere, out of the blue
put a smile on my face for a while, but inside i feel sad
i was wondering, "how can you do this to me?"
you've been disappeared, left me with some questions
do you think, you meant nothing to me?
do you think, i slept well the last 3 days?
do you think, i could easily through the day while i dunno how - where were you?
do you know, i've been crying for feeling frustated about it?
and do you care about me even a bit?

i dont want to be selfish but if you had a problem, at least you can share with me,
not just runaway and keep it by yourself.

honey, i dont think i can do this anymore..
God please help us.. coz i do love him, more than i thought..