caca, are you happy now?

there's a story about caca..
someone, that i've never known before,
someone who got me this blast.
heard some of her story, at first i'm so afraid..

about her losing mind because of this guy.
friends and her family, just gave up to bring her back.
called her, crazy and stupid.
she's gave him everything, her heart and mind, even maybe her soul.
in other way, he just treated her like some kind of freak.
she felt alone, only tears with her.
nothing she can do, just loving him.
until one day she's got what she wants, she's got married with that guy.
maybe at the end he's just realized only caca who can love him that much..
with her unconditional love.

i'm so afraid to be like her.
feel trapped in this kind of feeling.
but in some way, i want to be like her.
having her own happy ending.

so.. caca, are you happy now?

ps : always and forever, dudul..