22 October 2008

...

have you ever feel like this?
you're not alone, surrounding by all your friends in the middle of a bunch of people but deep down, you feel lonely..
yeah, i must admit it, i feel lonely.. the scarest feeling that i ever feel..

it's not like you feel bored because you will have some other activities to make you busy so you can let go the boring feeling..
and for this lonely feeling, it just stays there and you dunno what to do to let it go..

i have no idea when did this feeling start, but lately it's kind of haunting me.
picturing myself alone in some dark room..
have no hope or no faith..
have no one i can rely on..