the namesake

There was a boy, and there was another boy, too.
For the first time, they knew they wanted each other.
About this they'd never tell their friends..
They were fell in love..

But always, life must go on..
The boy becomes a man.
His parents wanted him to continue their business.
Married and have his own family.
But he wasn't rite to his parents.
He's not she.
Sadly..
He said see you later, love..

He broke his heart and his own also..

10 years has gone by..
Now the man really becomes the one his parents want him to be.
Running their family bussiness succesfully.
Having a beautiful wife with two adorable children..
One is a boy, one is a girl..

But secretly, he'd never tell anyone..
About the name, he gave to his children..
The name, he put it in the middle of their children's name..
That name, used to be someone's last name..
That someone used to be his true love..

So this is how the story ends..
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, of course..

something, call it faith..

Just after one month, spending my Sundays without visiting the church..
This Sunday, I went to the church..
What's on my mind, I felt like I'm not belonging to that place..
Minute after minute, I just can't keep wondering, what's wrong..

Always the same songs, the same place, the same people..
But felt like I'm a stranger..

Hold the bible on my hand, felt the emptiness inside my soul..
Right there, knowing what I've nearly lost.. I've become so numb..
Something, we call it faith..