big girls don't cry..

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your way back to your home town
I hope you know..
You told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone..
And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay

We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry..

ps :
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye, I hope..

Anyway, thanks for the champagne, candles and the songs.. @sudirman86

happy 5th anniversary!

(kwangs on vacation - 150103)

we've made a walk to remember 5 years ago..
hope we'll made another walk to remember again..
happy 5th anniversary!
miss u guys..

enough is enough..

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

(if i'm not that worth it.. so you are, pee..)

numpang nyanyi..

jika dia cintaimu..

melebihi cintaku padamu..

aku pasti tahu dia cuma bohong..

bodoh saja kau tak pernah tahu..

jikalau semua berbeda..

kau bukanlah orang yang kupuja..

tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu..

harusnya kau rela tinggalkannya..

jadikan aku yang kedua..

bunuhlah saja yang pertama..

walaupun kau dipenjara..

kan kujenguk selamanya..

suatu ketika di Jumat sore..

dari sekedar iseng..
dari sekedar narsis..
dari sekedar tawa di Jumat sore..

muncul serentetan ide gila..

smoga ide gila itu bisa diwujudkan.. amiin

kalaupun tidak masih ada sore-sore lainnya..:p





(masih di pojok sempit penuh asap di lantai 5 - 080607)

please tell me about this!

One of my friends said that I should deal with my past..
I dont get it..
What is wrong with my past?
Should I take a look back?

Hmm..
It happened that I have many beautiful memories..

Hmm..
Not that beautiful..

Hmm..
Had another sad story too..

Oh my God..
Too many tears..

And at the end..
Too complicated to compromise..
I choose to run away..
I have no idea what else I should do..

(dedicated to Yoni - pojok sempit lt.5 - 22.55)