shopaholic?

Buat sebagian besar cewe, belanja tuh salah satu kegiatan rutin yang menyenangkan.. termasuk buat gua..
Walaupun seringnya barang yang dibeli tuh bukan barang yang diperluin..
Selama ini gua ngerasa kalo gua tuh boros tapi bisalah ngontrol belanja..
En beberapa kejadian terakhir ini, mulai ngebuat gua berpikir, kayanya perlu neh introspeksi diri..

Pernah gua nemuin baju yang gua beli 1,5 tahun lalu tanpa pernah gua pake, soalnya inget aja engga..
Atau ada baju yang gua beli dah lama juga tapi ga pernah dipake ampe akhirnya yang pake baju itu pertama kali sodara gua (dipinjem)..
Trus pas gua beberes laci, gua ampe baru nyadar kalo gua punya CD Kelly Clarkson, Mary Mary, Guy Sebastian, Phantom Planet, David Usher (yah.. bajakan sih)
Ampe mikir kapan ya belinya..

Belum lagi tas-tas en sepatu-sepatu yang ga jelas juga..
kalo temen gua nanya berapa banyak sih sepatu en tas lu.. gua tuh ga pernah tau berapa persisnya..
Gawat bangetlah, ampe gua tuh pernah nganterin sodara ke toko sepatu terus gua tuh yang sok mau hemat, cuma duduk (sengaja ga mau liat-liat) eh ga sengaja liat sepatu di depan mata gua, iseng gua coba trus langsung beli.. udahnya ampe rumah nyesel juga abis kayanya ga butuh sepatu deh..
Sodara gua ampe bilang lu tuh shopaholic banget sih..

Shopaholic bisa jadi sebutan buat seseorang yang belanja secara berlebihan, padahal belum tentu barang yang dibeli tuh dibutuhkan..
Ato pinjem istilah Sophie Kinsella, shopaholic tuh seseorang yang terobsesi untuk membelanjakan uangnya..
Jadi agak ngeri juga ya..

Belanja emang menyenangkan tapi sepertinya kalo udah over kudu mulai direm juga ya..

kebiasaan lama..

Perasaan kangen tuh muncul kalo misalnya kita dah lama ga ketemu orang yang jadi bagian hidup kita ato juga kalo udah lama ga ngelakuin hal-hal yang kita suka..

Seperti posting di blogspot ini ato berkunjung ke blogspot temen2 gua.. uuh kangen banget..
Gila yang namanya waktu tuh kadang-kadang bergerak cepet banget tanpa kita sadari..
Selama beberapa waktu belakangan ini gua jadi jarang banget yang namanya online..

Entah kenapa kayanya aktivitas baru gua (kerja kantoran.. sumpah boring banget) ngebuat gua ngerasa ilang energi banget..
Means males ngapa-ngapain.. males ini males itu..
Kalo dipikir siy rugi banget kaya gitu..
Masa gua gitu aja mau keilangan hal-hal yang gua suka..

So.. kayanya gua kudu ngumpulin semangat baru neh..

a letter for yellow-pi..

Hmm.. It is so hard to say this ..

First time when we met.. you are just nobody..
After I had so many chances knowing you.. I knew you are an amazing one
Maybe you seem a bit scary but underneath you are very kind and sweet, which is good, I think..
I am so thankful life has brought you into my life..

You know what.. I think you should know what I feel about you..
I have never thought that I can fall in love again..
Once I had given my heart to someone and he just let it broken.. and when it is returned to me.. my heart is never be the same again.. even it had turned me become a heartless person..

But you, in your way.. have touched my heart
You have taught me how to smile, to laugh and to love again..
Your desires, your thoughts, your hobbies, your style, your life.. these things really fascinate me.. and I knew I have felt in love with you..

Unfortunately.. I had just got you wrong..
I am only a friend of yours, not a special one..
But I was too in love to let it go.. so I kept pretending to be the one you care, the one you love..
I knew how pathetic I am.. but I did not care

I have been thinking about this for a week and now I realize it is not fair for you if I keep disturbing you..
This feeling is one thing that I should deal with..
So I have decided to let this go away.. and trying to forget everything about us..
Besides.. I am too tired to keep this feeling anymore..
I should move on..

Always be my friend, ok..

Do not get me wrong about this and do not hate me..
Everything that I have said before, you can trust me.. it is true..


Ps :
elu masih hutang nemenin gua ke Dufan en nonton konser Norah Jones lho :p