she's alone

she's alone..
never had so many sisters
never had so many brothers
never had so many friends indeed

she's alone..
once has a heart but she gave it to him
he, who should be the one to keep it, has lost it
now inside her there's nothing

she's alone..
knowing technically she was coming to this world alone
she's ready to leave it alone too..

blue monday

From : +628151335xxxx

Hey hellen, i think tht u dont like 2 be with me.
So nice to know u.
bye and take care


i dont know if i like him or not, but having this msg in my inbox, really makes me sad..

live for another holiday

tired.. sleepy
lazy..
boring..

just need more holiday... uuhh.. never get enough for this..

anyway, had great times in Bandung for last holiday..

i don’t belong to..

Woke up this morning, I was so lazy to go to the office. Just felt I lost my spirit.
While taking a shower, I remembered what was my dream last nite.
Hhmm.. I dreamt of my friends in Bandung.

And suddenly, I miss my life there. My life that I’ve given up almost 2 years ago.
My life that was so complicated so I thought I don’t even want to get back.

But now, I must admit this life here isn't what I really want. Feel I don't belong here. The city, the office, the job, even sometimes the people, are never enough.
But maybe I'm just tired, f***ing tired of all this.